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Weekend madness

This wkd is all about organized chaos. CANT WAIT. Yah i got a handful. Very excited about all the events. muhaha. Game on.

blurbs

so tired yet still couldnt sleep… and wuts up with stupid detroit radio host’s hinted gay-bashing comment when asked Chris about his relationship with Blake. i dare him say that again, i double dare him, muthefucker! (yah pulp fiction)

Cris says II

Cris: wanna come to bryant park to have picnic?
Me: awwww… are you making me food?
Cris: no just bring some bread and put ham and cheese in it!
Me: …i dont eat meat.
Cris: it’s ok, you can give them to me.
Me: …NOT GOING!
Cris: WHY?????
Me: …

10 things a girl comes to realize during a flu recovery…

so i have been trapped at home for the past few days due to my first enconter with cold/fever/flu since last summer when i got an eye infection after the worldcup (surprise surprise). so all the pain, cold sweat, sick anxiety felt foreign to me and got me all sensitive. now that i’ve semi-recovered, i’d like to remember this memorable sickness by this what will be a very long and blah post.

1.
first shotout to roommie attah and poor lil dog taytay for their care and understanding. second sorrrrry goes to heather for screening (i was coughing!) and cris cuz i felt bad not there for happy hour, cinco de mayo, and attend some urgent problems.

2.
I found this on Merriam-Webster. (no i dont google the word “boyfriend”, i need a proper definiation to quote for writing!) anyways…

boy·friend
Pronunciation: ‘boi-”frend
Function: noun
1 : a male friend
2 : a frequent or regular male companion in a romantic or sexual relationship

So “boyfriend” means a frequent or regular male companion in a romantic OR sexual relationship, not AND.

Interesting… So ladies feel free to say you want a boyfriend and when things go bad just throw a dictionary in his face. lol

3.
“so do you think it’s right to judge men based on the kind of music they like?”
“well, im not gonna judge them based on what kind of music they don’t like, this year im trying to focus on the positive.”
i cant site the source of this conversation, but it was… LOL

4.
life is like a week. it’s really nothing more than a week. starting on wednesday when things just about to get interesting, a little disorganized, a little uncertain, then thursday comes, it’s youth, it’s fun, it’s filled with excitment, love and most important, the knowledge that there will always be another day; then friday brings a mixture of tiredness from a decade long of partying and the reality of work, realization the need for preparation; then saturday comes with friends, family, lovers, a little less cute, a little more adult, and one last attempt to feel free; then sunday comes, the first sign of slowing down, the classic moment that makes people buy an expensive car or have an affair, some just sit back and go with the flow, few are pumped to plan another game plan; then monday comes, the realization the rest of your life, the remaining is nothing but routine, but you take slow walks after work, with your lover, friends, family or dogs, you have a good meal or visit a museum, and you go to sleep wondering if tomorrow never comes until it’s too late; then tuesday comes, the last day, not nessarily the worst day, but it’s the last day, you still do what you have to do, you don’t look forward because there won’t be a tomorrow, instead you look back the seven very short but sweet days, miranate the best memories to take with you, and remember that first record that inspired you to be a revolutionist on that wednesday? that second record you danced to with your friends on thursday? that thrid record got you through tiring work day on friday? that fourth record your lover put on when you two made love on saturday? that fifth record you cried to when you felt depressed on sunday? and that sixth record that blended everything together, your city, your job, your people and your dreams on monday? remember? if you do, put them all on, that’s the record you will fall asleep on smiling on tuesday, the last day.

5.
i can’t smoke cigarettes anymore, as much im gonna miss them, i say it again, as much im gonna miss them!

6.
no matter how much easier my life will become, i decided not to move to upper west side. sure i will save a lot money moving there instead of downtown, but i cant lie to myself, AGAIN, i still remember when i first got my one bedroom apt on the upper east side 75th/2nd two years ago, i was singing “uptown girl” everyday just to convince myself in order to please my folks, they need to just accept the fact im a musican loving, free-spirited, now tattoo baring, somewhat artist/bartender and adopt another kid so they plug she or he to the uptown scene. (since my stepbrother is just plain… hopeless… that’s why i love him)

7.
im very excited about this month, especially when mid May arrives. i can send my bro back to China, phew, hop on a plane myself to Cali or god knows where. heather is finally moved here by then!!!!!!!! i was worried boston would take her away! Cris’ special friend is visiting, cant wait to meet him. the new reality show about filmmakers “The Lot” is starting, i hope they do well cuz im gonna audtion that someday, ha!

8.
i wanna go to a place just dance to jamiroquai the whole night!

9.
i thought about the men in my life while i was sick. of course i did i wont lie. and that’s it. lol

10.
oh. i’ve saved the best for the last. so i’ve been harrassing my girls with cake and kidnapping them to the AI tour this summer. uh huh. so i begged attah to come home and watch Idol with me last night, cuz you know we are worried about B B B Blake, he is all up there with three divas and without his man… cough, speaking of his man Chris Rich, must post this video first:

ok, Chris is awsome, he can sing to me anytime. back to Chris’ man Blake. so as soon as Blake started to sing, I looked back at attah, who was sitting in a what seemed to be a very uncomfortable position, shot me back an equally horrified look. the whole performance, both songs, were just… not good. not good. what can i say, i followed attah everywhere the next hour in the apt and tried to convince her the reason Blake sucked was because his man was no longer on the show, no hot sex before singing, uh huh, but Attah was more worried about her stew being too spicy. bloody hell at least she for once found SOMETHING too spicy.

anyways it was interesting how Blake changed the lyrics in the first song, changing all the word “woman” to “baby” and then second song, changing all the “she” to “you”. hmmmm. Blake, that hair, that outfit, that hip movement and now the lyrics change, you are just induging me with materials.

“be gone evil flu! be gone i say!”

sigh.

Milan going to final against Liverpool!

now it solved my dilemma between Milan and Man-U.  it’s gotta be Milan alllll the way, take that Championship League title!!!!!!!!! Kaka won in this Kaka V.S. Cristiano game, oh did Kaka won this one, he is so god sent!

the boys of futball future!

;)

;)

i hate to sound like a brat, but when i see something i like, i go get it (even if it’s in the rain) and i always nail it. heheh. sometimes so smooth i will totally dig myself too.

LOL

enough of early morning self-centered blurbs. my cell never works at kittning factory, so i didn’t vote for AI… finger crossed for the geeks in the pink

and may i say, sorrrrrrry Rangers lol

Attah News

Today’s Attah news was her attempt to cheer me up after Yankees lost game to the redsux.

watchin baseball

Arod V.S. Matsuzaka! that was fun. keep watchin’ TBS

What makes a man dangerously irresistible?

talent + modesty + soulfulness + sensual looks + vulnerability = homme fatal