Attah News

Today’s Attah news was her attempt to cheer me up after Yankees lost game to the redsux.

watchin baseball

Arod V.S. Matsuzaka! that was fun. keep watchin’ TBS

What makes a man dangerously irresistible?

talent + modesty + soulfulness + sensual looks + vulnerability = homme fatal

Attah News

the world’s famous jounalist Ms. Attah’s daily update, tailered for my taste of course:

me: where is my news today?

Attah: oh, Boris died! and Prince William is single again!

me: yahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

a liberal did it?!

Q: If this Virginia Tech shooter had an ideology, what do you think it was?

Rush Limbaugh: This guy had to be a liberal. You start railing against the rich and all this other — this guy’s a liberal. He was turned into a liberal somewhere along the line. So it’s a liberal that committed this act.

Me: I’m a liberal.

what a bloody idiot.

too soon, too late.

when we started it felt like the world stopped moving. i liked it. but sometimes i woke up next to you in the middle of the night, somehow i knew it was only a matter of time before we mess up. and we did, probably sooner than we both expected. i know you been thinking it was my fault, and you were in a situation that you couldn’t control. but you also know what i have given up for you, for a chance with you i gave up my only source of inspiration and there was no turning back. it wasnt yours or my fault we messed it up, it was timing, it was your friend, it was my past, it was the jealousy, distance and insecurity, and then it was the anger, miscommunication and the things we had no control over. we were over and while you tried to understand things and tried to remain hopeful, i aimed to hurt you and i was good at it. until one day i realized i was wrong. we became the so called, friends.

now you tell me you miss me. it’s too late. i’ve moved on and there is a new life ahead of me. i have stopped listening to the songs we use to listen, and i have found kisses that didn’t remind me of yours. i do miss you. your soft voice. that little smile in your eyes when i do something silly and that little sadness when guilt invaded our memories. i don’t know what will become of me next and i hate that you now tell me i have been the one all these time. i hate to leave with a sense of loss and ever wonder if we could be together again. so im sorry if i disappoint you again. it’s not being chloe, it’s not revenge and it’s not the war lovers play because even war indulges passion. this is sorely reality i have to deal with. timing is a bitch and we never stood a chance, not the first time and i doubt we survive this time. so don’t make me believe things are different. maybe you are finally ready, but im not here anymore.

remember that line we both know so well? it’s no good if you meet the right person too soon or too late. the very first time, it was too soon for us. and this, which i believe will be the very last time, it is simply too late.

MUSE

I LOVE MUSE!

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I HATE the redsux!!!! especially their fans. HATE.

Milan VS Man-U

Nesta VS Cristiano VS Kaka VS Rooney VS the rest of my lovely ones. I CANT WAIT.

Last night…

this morning i woke up by that foreign ringtone on my phone. cris alert on an important talk of last night. so as i browse through the camera, i realize i didnt have my camera most of the night again.(there are pictures, more than 100, lol, some are… say… not to be made public lol)

slightly hangover, but after having a huge sushi fest with gem i felt better. now i just watched Blue. amazing. AMAZING. so here comes some pix update. im done with upload any pix on facebook now, cuz i gotta put school behind me like i intended all these time.

we started the night at …. u know where, biancazzurro as i call it.

they have been so good to us all these yrs lol

the usual

the uuuuusual

henry making his life is hard speech.

our reaction.

someone told me not to pose the whole night…

i dont know who this is, but…

“Luca is a monster, Cris” “so is taytay, Chris.”

the shadiest person of the night goes to… the bouncer at babel! (who showed up at falucka…)

my camera was passed around at falucka.. yah…

the result of my first attempt to matchmake this yr, comeonnnn good karma!

awwwwwww….

then life got sore again…. lol

what can you do, except…

smile with your friends!

with the help of a lil 420.

a lil dancing also

a lil looking back on the goodtimes…

and enjoy the moment. (thanks our resident photographer for takin this pix i luvvv!)

So here we are. Last night when I got home, despite being tipsy and all, I composed a letter for Columbia to defer my admission for a year. I don’t know what I’m gonna do in that year, but I am just not ready to go to film school yet. Not sure if they will allow me to defer on a graduate program, but it’s been said they make exceptions. I’ll go if they wont allow me to defer. We will see, all is to look forward, all of it.