road films, heros on the road, with a mission or a dream, regardless of the content, meet people along the way, in the end, they change for better or worse.
parent, have to save herself, before helping the child. (plane)
the japanese version of the trailer of wong kar-wai’s happy together aka my favorite film ever is so much better! never seen this one before. wow.
havent worked on a monday for ages. so blessed 
gonna do some house cleaning. return some phone calls i been postponing, also emails :(. probably read the new fic on new yorker and bash it with attah… do some youtube surfing for inspirational memories… screening cris’ call cuz she is buggin with regular monday-no-work boredom issues… waitin for attah to call for her 2 cents on the thing… maybe plan a countdown to my bday, a lil more than a month left, and with that credit i have with delta, maybe i will go somewhere, again, always a nice thing to have time for soul searching travel planning on mondays, i always want to go to new orleans, plus the weather is perfect right now. the plantations of interview with the vampire, the magnolia mound, historic cemeteries, all the museums, occult and voodoo places - the alombrados encampment/island of salvation botanica, to think i belonged to the waccan club in college..jez… and yah the mississippi river wont hurt and some antique shopping, local music and food… awww… but cris insist we go to the bahamas and she did somehow found mad mad cheap tix… either way march is gonna be a fab month
cris always say things exactly the way they are, no romantic bubbles and no cinematic lightings. i hate her for that but then if i just think a lil, most of the time she is right. so sitting @ soho park i did some thinkin, since she is mad at me cuz i ruined her first night back in nyc, i thought about the advice she gave and decided to actually listen to her and put them in action this time. who knows, livin la cris vita may be a good change for me.
so glad my friend/”problem” is back.
some grey areas in my life are looking a bit clear now, gotta keep vacuuming. 
1993-1994 Brett, Bernard, Matt and Simon
i give a year of my life to be there.
1994-1996 Brett, Richard, Matt, Simon
they just walked away from dog man star like they didn’t just write a piece of musical history. farewell to bernard.
1996-2000 Brett, NEIL, Richard, Matt, Simon
the first time i saw neil. my first serious teen crush.
after seeing neil in this one, the many years codders love started.
2000-2003 Brett, Richard, Alex, Matt, Simon
suede broke up in 2003, they performed each of their albums from the first to the last song at five different concerts and at the last show, the last moment, Brett said “see you in your next life.”
love JL’s music. didnt know he can be so… one word, captial S.
weird weird day at work…
you must have seen happy together, days of being wild, in the mood for love, and chungking express to fully understand all the symbolism in 2046, like i was having deja’vu-cinematic-orgasms one after another. the bird with no legs, the taxi ride, repeated moments and lulu, and a scene that reminded me of my own love life. gaps between walls, gaps between languages and gaps between my fingers where you whispered your secret.
